so sick

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick!!!

sick sick sick!

germs snot germs snot germs snot germs snot germ snot germs snot!

ugh.

i'm so pissed.

training has gone to hell. school has gone to hell. everything has gone to hell.

all i feel is sick, and delirious, and cold, and irritable, and mean, and tired, and flat-out miserable. all the time. and i feel like my head is in a fog--at least when i'm awake. most of the time i've just been sleeping (it's draining to even get out of bed and get to the grocery store). i went to work on Friday and pretty much just collapsed by the time i got home and didn't wake up until the next morning.

and don't even talk to me about the coughing, or sweating, or shaking, or headaches, or body aches, or thirst, or hunger...or the stuff (green and blue!) that i'm coughing up every few minutes.

i'm pretty sure this is the flu. it has all the symptoms: fever, aches, congestion, hacking, exhaustion.

thing is, i don't know how this is possible. i got a flu shot last fall specifically because i was afraid of something like this happening. i'm guessing the flu shot dealt with a different strain of influenza than what i've got now. meaning that i get to just suck it up and wait this bug out alone.

suckage, dude, suckage. FML. big time.

ugh.

sooooooooooooooooooooooo siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick!!!